Thursday, August 11, 2011

...and you know what else?

...I remember being 'relieved' that it was 'only ms'...after my mri was read...if I knew then what I know now...I'd be wishing for a fucking brain tumor...that way...either it could be operated on and removed, or I'd die. Either way...

7 comments:

Have Myelin? said...

I have days like that. Back in ohhh... I think it was 1992 or so, they thought I had a massive uterine cancer that had invaded my bowel. Talk about a wrong dx. Anyway it was a benign tumor the size of a grapefruit that was sitting on my rectum. *ahem* All my reproductive equipment was removed.

So now it is 2011 and Nicole's gone and if I had indeed had cancer I could have been gone and not dealt with her death plus the shit in changing me from RRMS to PPMS. Thank you Doc... I should have skipped that appt.

I understand. I am sorry and saying that is so lame too. I wish I could make you feel better but I can't. I can't even make myself feel better but I am thinking of you.

Libby said...

sherry, i think you were totally meant to be here when nicole died, hard as it's been, had you not been here, that wouldve sucked for your boy...

X. Dell said...

Actually, I would have hoped for negative on all tests.

Have Myelin? said...

how are you Libby?

Libby said...

sherry, i'm goin downhill, & it friggin SUCKS! so i'm pretty much staying here, hibernating, crying in trumie's fur...just thinkiin of it as a vacay...

Have Myelin? said...

Libby, you can email me if you want to really let goooooo!

My email is on my profile...I'm a good listener (and I can keep up with the bitching tooooooo, no worries!)

Yes it sucks. It truly does. I'm happy to crawl into trumie's fur if he takes extra renters LOL....

awb said...

I'm with ya Libby! Nuke em all!